At last, after years of procrastination and self doubt, I can truly say that I have overcome my fears and positioning myself in the place God had preordained and predestined for my life. Looking back in reflection, it is more than three years since the desire to publish a book has been on my heart.

My post on being on a journey on the 23rd January 2013,  expresses my utmost desires  Just to share a bit of my plans this year, presently I am writing a book which will be revealed at a later date.  It has been quite challenging for me because I have postponed it for a very long time but now is the time to do it.  This means dedication, commitment and perseverance.  So as I journey along this long road, I shall keep you all updated on the progress.

This book and many others has been conceived in me for years.  I delayed  myself in the book writing  but when God said it is time, He connected me with destiny helpers that encouraged, challenged me to publish my first book.  When I saw the timely connections with the rights connectors (people who God connects you to for a purpose and season) then you know it is time to break out.

My first book, You are precious, The experience of my Father’s love is out on Amazon .    Go and get your copy!!!!!

You Are Precious is all about the experience of My Father’s love being initiated from the close relationship I developed with my late earthly father, who passed away more than a decade ago. Never did I know that I could encounter more of God’s precious love, especially when I left my parents’ home to live an independent life as an adult. In a desperate search for love, it details my story of discovering  Father’s love, that surpasses every other, and abides in a place of intimacy with the Lord.

This book  is an inspirational book that would transform you life through dealing with identity crises, fears and other emotional baggages of rejection, abandonment and unworthiness.   It is a journey of discovering my true self in Christ, my love language to Abba Father and soaking in the deep wells of  my Father’s love.  This book would inspire you in a new dimension to understand how precious you are to God, your uniqueness, empower you to walk in the boldness and confidence of who you are in Christ Jesus.  You are uniquely peculiar to God, there is no other you but only one you that has your DNA.

I  would encourage you to comment on your thoughts of your priceless value to God and how reading You are precious book has transformed your life

The King in me

By Ngozi Ngadi

There is a King in me, the One who rules and reigns in me.   I have no power of my own but in Him I live, in Him I move and have my being. For I am His offspring.  He created me in His image and likeness, therefore I am His. His dunamis power has the authority to challenge, encourage, inspire, correct and strengthen me in all that i do.

 for in Him we live and move and have our being, as also some of your own poets have said, ‘For we are also His offspring.’ Act 17:28

The King in me is Jesus Christ, the King of Kings, Lord of Lords, the Alpha and Omega.  He is the Word of God, my Mediator, Comforter, Counselor and Lover of my soul.  He is the King that has complete authority over my life to rule and reign in me.  He has uninterrupted access to my heart to direct it in the path that He chooses.  All i do is in Him, through Him and for Him.  My life no longer belongs to me for He has complete ownership.

To them God willed to make known what are the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles: which is Christ in you, the hope of glory Colossians 1:27 

Come and discover Jesus Christ in surrender and worship, humble yourself in the mighty hands of God for His name to be exalted in your life.  It starts with crucifying yourself with Him, deny yourself and let Christ find His dwelling place in you.  There is a King in you, permit His place in your life, His position of authority to rule and reign.

 

PRAY FOR GRACE

Oh Lord my God, I ask for Your grace to do all that You have called me to do here on earth for my days are numbered.  I know by faith that I can do all things according to Your will through Christ Jesus, I am not afraid to step out in boldness and confidence of who I am in You.

You have enabled me to keep persevering through the ups and downs of life.  Now I can visualise the great and mighty things You have in store for me from Your perspective.  Open the eyes of my understanding and give me wisdom, knowledge and counsel to make the right decisions at the right time in the right place.

I know that nothing is too difficult for You and with You all things are possible.  Thank You God for it is not by my might or power but Your Spirit that is at work in me.   For this reason I can move from strength to strength and enforce your will here in my life as it has already been established in heaven.   You have given me authority to bind and loose, destroy and build, open and close, whatever I activate here on earth is established in the throne room of God.  I decree and declare let your will be done in my life and marriage oh God.   Your ways are higher than my ways and Your thoughts higher than mine, help me to find strength in You and You alone.  Let no other man, idol, living or dead creature take Your place in my heart .   In Jesus Name Amen

 

Recently I made a new discovery of myself and my passion.  I was amazed because never did I see myself that way until then.  It was a fresh revelation that illuminated my path as I keep walking into my God ordained destiny.  When you discover something new it opens shut doors and activates speedy acceleration.

I discovered more of who I am in Christ and my passionate desire to add more value to people lives.  Not only that I learnt to believe in me, be confident in myself and comfortable in who I am and what I am.

It all started with chasing after God my CREATOR, MASTER PLANNER, POTTER passionately withholding nothing of myself. Letting go of all of me and receiving all of Him. I discovered God in Spirit and truth, then experienced His love that surpasses all understanding and casts out all fears.  In Him I found me.

for in Him we live and move and have our being, as also some of your own poets have said, ‘For we are also His offspring.’  Acts 17:28

When you discover more of yourself in Christ, He reveals a hidden part  that illuminates your whole sphere and transforms you to a renewed image and likeness of Christ (Genesis 1:27).  Our relationship is a transformational process that requires our total submission and surrender to the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. It is time to go back to God our Master Planner and Porter who created you and permit Him, conform to His image to become a new man in Christ.  Live in Him for Him to rule and reign in you.

When I spend time in His presence, meditating on His Word, reflecting on His love this draws me deeper into His presence and He reveals His heart to me, the heart of the Father.  You have the heart of the Father when you present yourself as a holy and acceptable living sacrifice before God.  He prunes you, refines you and purifies your heart that you may know His prefect will for your life.

I have learnt to embrace the uniqueness and peculiarity of how I am created in His image.  I am who I am in Christ.  I know my identity and what I am assigned to do here on earth.  Now I am walking boldly in confidence of who I am  fulfilling purpose because I know my destiny.  So there is no giving up, no holding back, I shall keep persevering in patience and endurance with sincere dedication and commitment to the VISION

Everyone on this planet have their individual fears.  It could range from the fear of heights, fear of snakes, fear of crowds and so on.  I must confess that one of my fears is the FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN.  It has been a challenging journey for me as I work with the Holy Spirit, my helper and Counselor who helps me overcome the fear of the unknown.  Today I would like to share with some of the ways I dealt with the giant in my life.

The fear of the unknown is the giant in your life that intimidates, frightens, causes tremendous distress, pains, making your life a miserable living hell to hinder, restrict, keep you in bondage from fulfilling purpose and prospering in all your accomplishments.

I am still on the journey of remaining in His perfect love, for perfect love cast out all fears.  God’s love is perfect and complete in Christ Jesus.  His love is divine and pure, He has no atom of fear in Him.

 There is no fear in love [dread does not exist]. But perfect (complete, full-grown) love drives out fear, because fear involves [the expectation of divine] punishment, so the one who is afraid [of God’s judgement] is not perfected in love [has not grown into a sufficient understanding of God’s love]. 1 John 4:18 amp

HOW TO OVERCOME  FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN

HAVE A CLEAR SOUND MIND

When you have projects you have never done before or embarking on a new journey, the worries of what ifs, what not, what then keeps ringing in your mind. Your mind gets so clouded by constant analysis that leads to mental paralysis, eventually you get overburdened with the stress of sorting it all out.   Believe in yourself , think positive for God has not given you the spirit of fear but of power, love and sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7)  He knows you can do it, He believes in you and that is all that should matter to you even when no one believes in you.  BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.  Find a quiet place to clear your mind, in quietness and trust of who you are in  Christ, invite the Holy Spirit and tune in to receive from Him.  The words you receive in a place of rest and quietness are resurrecting life that stirs your heart to step out and walk by faith not by sight.

DO IT AFRAID

When you have clarity on where you are going, what you want to do, how to do it.  Then what is hindering you, cast out the spirit of fear and release the spirit of God’s love.  Just do it, act fearlessly, stepping out of your comfort zone to accomplish the assignments that needs to be executed.